After life, when the death comes..
I was becoming quiet thinking of what I have heard.
Since I heard what it is like the life after.. When the death comes
Note: this is only for Muslim!
The ustadz said that the dead people is like drowning people. They search for help.
Why I become quite?
I am not ready... I have none as my saving for the life after.
If my time comes, nothing that I feel can save me from becoming drowning.
Not yet that I have (a) kid(s) to pray for me, Not that I have knowledge that has been useful for others, Not that I have done lots of sadaqah.
I am not ready... I want my life to be useful for others in the mercy of Allah.
I do not want to be drowning without help.
I want to have Allah's mercy, here in the world and after....
It is not an easy journey.
Instead, I still need Allah's mercy in this world.
Life has been difficult lately, I feel empty.
I am tired with the people around me.
What have I done that everything come at the same time?
I wish I have all the power to face things, to deal with things and make my life more meaningful to others.